my parents almost sent me back to inpatient treatment. but i pushed through my anxiety and faced the outpatient program. today was my first full day. the kids are definitely more stable than ones from the hospital. it kind of makes me feel like an outsider. i always wish i could be that outgoing person who has no problem fitting in with a group. but meeting new people just makes me nervous, so i act shy. hopefully the treatment only lasts a couple weeks. i think 4 is a bit overboard.
long time no see! i’ve been through a lot since april. but i’m getting back into the swing of things, which means more tumblr! my blog was mostly about getting fit before, but i don’t want to just focus on fitness. i want my blog to be about everything that will make someone healthy, (both physically, mentally, and emotionally), which in turn leads to happiness. i also want to be more open about what’s going on in my life which i making me happy. even times when i am struggling. i’ve lost a bit of followers during my absence, but thanks to everyone who stuck with me! <3